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Sunday, May 14, 2006

blind to identity

I tried to read the colours in Your eyes

Thats when I realized Im blind

 

Blind to Your smile for me

Seeing only what I choose to see

Not because I do not want this

I trust you, just not myself

I long to be who I am in you

I will be

 

 

Vaguely I remember, all Youve done in me

For old lies overshadow, who I know Im meant to be

I can see it, yes, even more than ever before

I need to believe it, not just know

 

You love me for me

Though I cannot understand

Your love is surreal

Yet it touches me

 

Open my eyes

To see those colours in Your eyes

The colours of love

Calling me beauty divine

Currently Listening
O
By Damien Rice
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blind to identity

I tried to read the colours in Your eyes

Thats when I realized Im blind

 

Blind to Your smile for me

Seeing only what I choose to see

Not because I do not want this

I trust you, just not myself

I long to be who I am in you

I will be

 

 

Vaguely I remember, all Youve done in me

For old lies overshadow, who I know Im meant to be

I can see it, yes, even more than ever before

I need to believe it, not just know

 

You love me for me

Though I cannot understand

Your love is surreal

Yet it touches me

 

Open my eyes

To see those colours in Your eyes

The colours of love

Calling me beauty divine

Currently Listening
O
By Damien Rice
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Sunday, April 30, 2006

The most exciting news

did reach my ears

love of my Healer

a miracle indeed

 

Raise your eyes to the sky

Hands held high

Capture the moment, darling

Hold it tight

Never look back now

Yes, just go ahead

Where the lilies are singing now

No longer dead

 

even as i sat wondering

you still remained

even when i was unfaithful

you stayed the same

even as i began to fear

you called my name

 

you spoke into this heart God

a word called hope

gave me a dream, with a vision

and said the words "go"

 

i cannot begin to contain how i feel

quite surreal actually

like i have never known

 

you love me for me

you call me beloved

you love me as me

 

golly, how can I ever say thank you

even if i were to shout it out

each day with arms held high

i cannot say thank you enough

 

 i must l i v e

dream continue on

towards my feet now

and Jesus, my lover this...

 

this is why i exist

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Illuminate
By David Crowder Band
Only YOU
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Sunday, April 09, 2006

“Though the sorrows may last for a night, joy comes with the morning.”

 

For dawn do I wait.

 

Someday it’s the lesson

Moments of weariness

Broken into nothing

 

Remain there, Darling

For there your hope lies

Yes, in this state

Where hope will reach

Your weary heart

 

The very moment

When all else seems to fail

When you begin to fade

Into the colour of despair

 

Yes, there is where hope comes

I see it now

Flying in majestic colours

Singing, breathing life

A wind of healing

 

Some days I wonder

Why healing doesn’t come

At a snap of the fingers

. . .

 

for the dawn, I wait

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The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

“I will betroth you to me forever

Yes, I will betroth you to me

In loving kindness and mercy

I will betroth you to me in faithfulness

And you shall know the Lord”

Hosea 2:19-20

 

“I will betroth you to me forever…”

forever. Time is not in forever.

Time doesn’t exist for it is forever.

 

“Yes, I will betroth you to me…”

I think its interesting how he says this a second time.

Hey, I will betroth you to me…. No, I really will…yes, I know you doubt it

Yes I will…

Which goes on to show me just how well he knows our hearts. Like none other.

He knows we may need to hear this a few times to believe it.

 

“In loving-kindness and mercy…”

I need mercy

I need this love

I need kindness

Loving-kindness.

 

“I shall betroth you to me in faithfulness…”

There is a human tendency to doubt this. Why? Because there is such a lack of faithfulness anymore. Whether is be faithfulness to people, commitments, time with God, etc…

So for God to promise this, is essential to the core of our beings, to have a relationship with someone who is so faithful.

He will forevermore be faithful to love us.

 

“And you shall know the Lord…”

This truly excites my heart. I cannot fathom why he’d chose me. And to know Him is amazing.

 

well read hosea sometime

know it's not the most pleasurable

but quite lovely indeed

redemtion

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